teacher's day celebration today.
performance by our teachers.
it was the bomb. absolutely hilarious.
steal my soul; 2:32 PM
most people don't realise how valuable something or
someone is until they lose it.
and i have to admit, i'm one of them.
if only i can turn back time.
steal my soul; 2:17 PM
the warmth i felt was of our embrace.and that familiar scent reminded me of you.its like a
dream; you're like a dream.you lay beside me, and watch me fall asleep.
and when i wake up,
you're no longer there.
you left, without a word.you left, before i could bade goodbye.and now, sometimes i wonder if you're still thinking of me, as i am of
you...
steal my soul; 2:09 PM
went out with
sara and kim yesterday.
got my grip first ;D
then watched
881. it was okay.
quite entertaining, all those singing.
and i swear the people in the cinema wanted to
kill us. we
couldn't stop laughing.
and it
wasn't because of the movie.
it was because two old ah mas behind us talk
too loud, and
started singing.
sitting somewhat side ways, we could see the guy beside her laugh.
so there was some sort of
chain reaction.
then somebody's phone rang, and i mean for a
very long time. so i
carelessly exclaimed
" WAH! THATS THE BEST!".it so happen my phone vibrated. and because it was against the seat, it made a
loud noise.
steal my soul; 8:19 AM
maybe i should stop making
asssumptions.
maybe it really wasn't that bad as i thought it to be? i guess sometimes, everything isn't what it seems to be.
i'm
sorry for thinking too much.
steal my soul; 8:52 PM
i thought
we had
a chance.
i thought
i'll get a chance.
but now that
she's mentioned, i know everything has gone down the drain.
but it doesn't matter, because i
don't feel hurt.
just a
little disappointed, but
not hurt.
its shocking how those things ever existed.
i must have been crazy.i'm sorry i made this
mistake.
its weird how we no longer understand each other's language.
steal my soul; 8:29 PM
CAs are over but there are
still class tests.
oh well, but it
seems like i've been really high these few days, and i don't know why.
i
can't stop singing during lessons,
and i
can't stop irritating andrea.
well its not my fault. at least,
not entirely...after all, andrea's such a temptation.
because andrea's someone who will be tortured and won't do anything much to make me change what i do
everyday!
steal my soul; 6:41 PM
Jill's signing the team up for
Pesta Sukan.
I can't wait for it, because if i'm playing for Pesta Sukan
now, it means i'm having my September holidays
now.
and its just what i need-
a break.
trashed up many CAs this term.
irritated, and super stressed.i just can't wait for holidays.
steal my soul; 11:12 PM
yeah, today's my
brother's birthday.
i should be happily celebrating it, but
i'm not.you're in a dire state, and there's
nothing i can do to make it better.
i just
wish i could do something other than cry for you, and with you. i
wish one day your sadness would just be willed away. and i
wish i can take the life you're living now away and give you a new and fufilling one with something to look forward to each day.
i just
really really wish you'll be okay.
i love you, i really do.God, please bless her.
steal my soul; 1:35 AM
fuck, i hate it.i hate how it made us like this,
how it
controls us to do certain things.
it wastes my time, but i can't stop.
because if i do, then
everything will start all over
again.
fuck it. i wish it'll just stop draining me of what i already have.
happy belated national day!
steal my soul; 4:32 AM
i'm
not exactly very upset the girl you used to know is
gone. so what if all i do is spend money and have fun?
thats what you see.
and somehow, i know you don't like the way i am. you think i
shouldn't be like this.
and that all these things i do are only because i feel
empty.
maybe you're right, maybe i really am. but trufully, i don't care about what people think of me as much as i did before.
and that may just be the way i want to live my life.i cannot stop myself from changing,
or maybe because
i'm not even trying,
and don't intend to try.
steal my soul; 9:54 PM
chinese ca today. literally
4d/toto for me.
my concept of trying to finish the paper was :
which-number-looks-bestfloorball; blisters all over my feet thanks to my school shoes. it hurts like hell ):
anyway, i love those babies from the juniors!
steal my soul; 10:07 PM
today's not my day.i had a
'great' entrance by carelessly dropping a whole tray of experiment apparatus.
everything came crashing down. and the biology experiment melsa and i did
failed.
the cutting up of chicken liver/heart/look-alike-gall bladder grossed me out.
contradiction, but
the day wasn't THAT bad, really. free pizza! thanks to mrs ang (:she's the love.
steal my soul; 7:11 PM